Music!

So...I love music! I listen to it every day without fail and for most of the day. I like to say that I have a musically programed brain. Often times I have trouble putting into words my feelings but I can describe it through music. I went to an institute dance beginning of this month and they played this song:



I turned to Kyla and was like this so describes my life with Stuart! Then I heard this song:



And I realized that this describes how Stuart would act! Ugh I'm so glad that I'm done with him. Ps, he decided to email me the other day. No worries, I haven't responded to him at all. All he said in the email was that he didn't get into medic school and asked how I was doing. I changed my email settings to send his emails straight to my trash box. Grr. Anyways...

I went to a work dance and heard this song:



I love it!! I want someone like that you loves me just the way I am and tells me. I so deserve way better than I had with Stuart and I didn't realize at the time what I was missing but now that it's over I realize how un-happy I really was. I was just infatuated with having him that I was blinded by it all.

Special disclosure to my blog readers, I am working on writing a song. I figured that since my brain works best through music, I would write out my feelings. I haven't told many that I am doing this, but I am really working on it. When I get it written and recorded on my computer, I'll post it on here :)