Glory! (Taste the Rainbow)

Where do I even start?? Tonight was absolutely AMAZING!! I just can't get over it. My roommates and a bunch of us from the ward went to watch Stadium of Fire from the grass outside of the stadium. Rachel and I worked from 9-4 today then we went to Rena's house and walked with everyone to the stadium (parking would have been ridiculous). It was flippin far! Holy cow I haven't walked that far in forever. Needless to say, I layed down on the grass as soon as we got there and didn't want to move. I had invited Stuart to come watch with us and I didn't think he would really come. But I texted him from Rachel's phone and he said he'd come! And he totally did! There was not even one second of awkwardness. It felt like we had seen each other lots of times before. He came walking up the hill and we smiled at each other then he came and sat next to me. We just chatted a bit and he would push me a bit and I would push back (using our sides like leaning hard against the other to push). This happend a number of times, then I said something that he thought was funny so he hugged me and he kinda lingered a bit but he pulled out of the hug. Then the pushing continued and he put his arm around me. There it stayed the entire night and I was completely ok with it. We cuddled for a little while and he started playing with my fingers a little. Then he held my hand (which I totally owe my roommates Skittles for). It all just felt so right. We didn't talk very much, but it wasn't awkward at all. We watched the fireworks then we all got everything packed up and started heading back toward Rena's house. He was just going to walk to his apartment which was only like a block away but he decided to walk with me all the way back to the house. I was so tired but he was so supportive. He seemed like he wasn't really sure what to do but to just walk. Seemed like he wanted to do more to help but didn't know of what he could do. He stayed with me the entire time and would tell me that we were getting close or that I could make it. He was so sweet.
Kyla said that it was funny that she was just oh that's Amanda and Stuart like we had been together for a while. And she hadn't even officially met him yet haha. That's when she got up and introduced herself. It was just all so right. When he first touched my hand, it tingled and was just the most amazing feeling. I am so glad that he came tonight. It really shows that he is putting effort into this. I was really beginning to feel like this was one-sided. I was getting so frustrated with him but it just all seemed ok with him there. It just felt right. That is the only way I can describe it. It was just....right :)