Stuart Update

You're probably all wondering what is going on with Stuart's coming to Utah. Well...it's been just like my blog posts yesterday- a whole lot of nothing. Tuesday, I went and worked from 3-8 and couldn't hardly sit still the entire time. I have a cross stitch that I usually work on while I'm at work, but I didn't do it at all. I was super excited. Rachel let me call me on her phone at 8:30 and I left him a message saying that I was going to karaoke but to call me and if he didn't want to go to karaoke I could always leave. At 9, we were at Applebees and Rachel puts her phone in front of me on the table and smiles at me. I told her that she was tempting me to text him and she said no that she was telling me to text him. So I did. The conversation went like this:

Me: Hey :) It's Amanda. Rachel is letting me use her phone. What are you doing?

Stuart: Eh sick tired ready to sleep forever

Me: Too tired to see me?

Stuart: Yeah

Me: :(

Stuart: Sorry

Me: It's just that I was excited and got all dressed up to see you

Then nothing. I'm 90% sure he fell asleep. I understand if he's tired, but couldn't he have called and told me that before I texted him? I was disappointed, but it was coming off like being depressed. Rachel was also bummed cuz of her boy troubles that day so we were both pretty much feeling the same way. Heavenly Father really knows what he's doing. He put Rachel and I together and we're basically going through the same situations, both in the past and now. It's crazy. Anyway, I sent Stuart an inbox message on Facebook telling him that I worked at 3 on Wednesday and have to leave at about 2:30 but I didn't have any plans before and that he could call me. Well, at 2:15ish I called him and left a message saying that I only worked till 6 and could do something after work. Needless to say, I received no phone call yesterday. Kyla came home and she and I watched a movie in her room while Rachel, Keim, and Jeff watched a scary movie in the living room.

By the end of the night, I was basically really annoyed and feeling kinda P.O.ed. I decided that I tried enough and if he wants to see me, he has to call me. I'm not gonna try anymore. By not calling me back or making an effort to see me, I'm feeling rejected and I'm tired of it. I'm not gonna call, text, or message online unless he does one of those to me first. It can't be one sided which is what I feel like it's been for the past few weeks. I told Rachel to not let me call or text him (in case I gave in and wanted to today) and she said that I can't unless I use her phone so that won't be a problem haha.

Well, at 11 this morning, I noticed that he messaged me on Skype saying "hi" but he sent it at 10 and I didn't see it till an hour later. He was already offline by then but I messaged back saying that I was sorry I didn't reply and I didn't see his message till 11. If he decides to message back later, cool. If he decides to call, cool. But I'm not going to do either unless he does first. I've tried enough. I work from 3-9 today so unless he doesn't care about going to bed late and he actually calls me, nothing is going to happen today. And frankly, I don't really care. If he wants something to happen though, he'd better act quickly cuz if he waits too long I'm gonna be over him and he won't have a chance.