:D

I don't really have time for detail, but I had my first kiss on Tuesday night and it was amazing! Just thought I'd update you all :) I'll post the story later if anyone wants to know. Just comment and tell me if you want the story :)

Oh the Irony!!

So I went over to Stuart's place tonight. We made some dinner and watched the church movie Turn Around. It wasn't a lot, but it was nice. I decided today that if he tried to kiss me I would let him. In fact, I almost wanted him to. He is such a teaser though! He would get close to kissing me then back off. I was the one who was nervous and scared to be kissed but now that I'm ready, he's nervous cuz I've never kissed anyone before. When he walked me to my car, he was so close then said good night and said we had to wait for a special time. I turned on my car and the song on the radio was This Kiss by Faith Hill. I was like seriously?? How ironic is that??

Flive!

I know it's been forever since I've posted. Sorry, I've been thinking about posting but just haven't had too much to post about till recently. So, Thursday after having a glory day of going to the temple with Rachel, she get's a call from the place where she interviewed and they said that the person that had filled the position moved up so the position she interviewed for was open and they offered it to her. They wanted her to fill out all the papers on Friday. The next day! We ended up staying up till 3am packing up all her stuff. Friday, we got up, ate, packed the car, and she left. It's sad but happy at the same time. I'm used to being with her pretty much all day every day so it's just odd not seeing her around and having the room look so bare. And not having someone to talk to pretty much all day. Or stay up late talking about anything from spiritual experiences to boys (often both haha). I'll miss having her as a roommate but I wouldn't trade the time for anything. I learned so much from her it's crazy. Love ya Rachel!

So since I've moved into this apartment, I've learned about flive. Keim has a great explanation for it so I'm going to try to do it on here :)

Over here----------------------Smack in---------------------------Way over

you got-------------------------the middle --------------------------here you

just friends---------------------is like like---------------------------got love

                                           This space right here ^^ is what we call flive

It's when you're past like like and am reaching out towards love but you're scared to touch it cuz it's scary.

Well, I flive Stuart (if you couldn't guess that from me bringing it up and explaining it). Friday night after work I went to his apartment and we just hung out, ate, and talked. We talked about our relationship and decided that we do want to be in a relationship again. We're not going to post it on Facebook or anything yet, but we're both happy with it :) He did try to kiss me but I'm still not ready so I didn't let him. I saw him on Saturday for like 10 minutes (which isn't very long but it's enough for me when we're both busy). Today, after church I did dishes then checked my phone and he said I should come over so I did. He made a homestyle bake chicken and dumplings thing for dinner (the one from the box) which was totally nice of him and it was good. We just hung out and talked. He did try to kiss me again but he knows I'm nervous and not ready and he isn't pushy about it. He doesn't try too hard; I don't feel pressured into it. It seems like he's just checking to see if I'm ready. I'm so happy. I haven't seen him more than once a week ever and I got to see him 3 days in a row! GLORY!! :D

Well, I hope this update was good. I'll probably update again soon since I had a really good day at church today. I would talk about it on this post but I'm super tired and going to go to sleep. Thanks for reading :)