This may be hard for me, but I think it's harder for him. We didn't get to talk long about it before he had to go, so in his mind (or as much as I could tell), I want to break up with him and I don't want to talk to him. Which is completely untrue. We need this to help both of us evaluate our relationship. Because I know it's hard for him, when he got online on Skype and google chat today, I changed my status to invisible so it looked like I was offline. I'm just trying to help him. I think I have a little more to keep myself busy than he does right now so I'm going to try my best to help him through this without actually talking to him. I think by not letting him see that I'm online and praying for both of us, that we will both be able to make it through. Things will be better when we're together in person. We've done a fairly good job at communicating through words, but without tone of voice and body language, it's hard.
I'm going to post this than get busy getting ready to move. 2 more days till I move out and I'm excited, although I really hope that either my roommates are members or they have good standards. It's not a big deal if they are not LDS members at all. That's not the part I'm worried about. I'm worried how I will handle if they don't have good standards. I'm sure it'll all work out.
No comments:
Post a Comment