Well after not talking for almost 36 hours (torture!) we finally started talking and talked it out. I thought that there might be something going on that set him off like that, but I wasn't entirely sure. Well I was right, there was. I don't want to go into detail and explain it because I don't think it's necessary. But at least until he comes to Provo in just over 2 weeks, we're still going to talk but I'm gonna back off and give him some space. He has some things that he needs to figure out before he gets here and in order to do that, I need to give him that space.
My crummy, miserable, depressed mood was due to combined stress of not only this whole drama with Stuart, but other things too. I'm moving on Friday, it's super hot outside which is giving me a not so pretty and very uncomfortable heat rash on my leg from my brace, trying to figure out how everything is going down for school, still adjusting to life in Utah, having social "withdrawals" cuz I don't know many people and those I do know are too far away to just hang out with on a regular basis :(, working but hating my job, trying to keep a relationship, and applying for social security so trying to get that straightened out all at the same time. I can handle pressure, multi-tasking, and stress, but this is just too much for little ol me to handle alone.
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