He's been online ALL day. He doesn't know I'm on since I made my status invisible, but still. It may be easier on him not knowing I'm online, but it's not easier on me to know he's on. I'm still staying strong and not talking to him. It's helping that I have a lot to do today to get ready for tomorrow. I've been getting my stuff together and putting some stuff in my car. I did a load of laundry and I think I'm gonna make some muffins. I have muffin mix but I don't own any muffin pans so I figured I could make them while I'm still at the house here and they have pans. Then I'll have some things to munch on too! :)
Yesterday wasn't too bad. I think having not talked for almost the whole day on Sunday helped with not talking yesterday since I had done that before. Today is a little harder and I keep checking my phone even though I know I won't have any messages from him. My phone doesn't vibrate nearly as much as it used to (in fact it hardly does at all) but I'm ok.
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