One of the MGs (well kinda)

I know I already posted today, but I'm posting again. I finally got to tell him. He couldn't get online till like 11:30pm and he wasn't on for very long but it's final. I copy/pasted what I had typed out this afternoon (did it then when it was all fresh and so that I would have something firm to go on when it came time to tell him) into skype chat and hoped for the best. He made a :'( face (which of course made it even harder for me and I ended up crying-but I stayed strong to my decision). He asked if there was someone else which I immediately told him there wasn't, that I don't want to break up for good, that I just need a break to make sure my head is in it and to make sure that everything is good. He usually texts me good morning and he said that I was asking him to not even do that (which I told him if he wanted to that I would see them but I couldn't guarantee that I'd respond). I told him that it's not like I don't want to talk to him, because I do, but to make sure that we will really work that it needs to happen. Which is when he said that he's erasing my number from him phone (which I said please no) but he said it's just so that he isn't tempted to text me and that when I'm ready, I can text him. Then he said that he had to go and this has been a hard week for him that his only sibling (his sister) graduates this Sunday and he forgot. He also said that this past Sunday was his last sacrament in his ward and that he's sad about it and that I have his number and then he got off.

This will be hard, I'm sure, but most often the hardest things in life are the things that are most worth it. I feel like my fellow MGs only on a much smaller scale. And I know girls, I shouldn't complain cuz it's only 2 weeks, but still. It'll be hardest at first because I'm used to talking to him all the time. It'll get easier in the middle when I've gotten used to it. But then the end will get close and it'll get hard and I'll get really anxious. Haha. See what I mean girls? :)

Now I just need to keep myself busy. I can spend the rest of this week packing up my stuff and getting ready to move. I can spend next week settling into my apartment, figuring out what ward I'm in and just plain getting comfortable in my new environment (I'm still getting used to living in Utah). Then I can work on making more friends. Oh and I got a quick trip to Rexburg and a sleepover mixed in there too! I can do this. Somehow...